“My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the LORD. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.” —Isaiah 55: 8-10
I believe in God’s presence even when I do not fully understand what God is asking me to do. At this time of year, I begin to obsess about our food ministry’s big holiday event – The Great Turkey Giveaway. This year will be the 10th annual event. When I “heard” God’s call to open a food pantry at our church, I did not fully understand. After all, I had no knowledge of opening or running a food pantry. Obstacles were everywhere. Many hurdles needed jumping and much convincing, asking, and at times begging, was necessary. I told my story over and over. Some people were clearly uncomfortable with me talking about how God told me to “feed my sheep.” At times, I felt very alone in the process. Most people do not go around speaking about a call from God. But I persevered, even when I did not know what the outcome would be. All I knew was that God had clearly spoken to me and God was with me every step of the way. Since the reality of running a food pantry requires many hands and feet, money, and food, of course, I met with multiple potential volunteers and donors …. all while the food pantry was not even in existence. It was still just a vision. But God touched many people’s hearts and opened their eyes and ears to envision the possibilities. During that first Giveaway event ten years ago, we had the funds to give away 100 turkeys. This year, we will give away at least 550 turkeys along with everything a family might need to prepare a holiday meal. Over the years, our feeding ministry has touched countless lives. Those who received food, as well as those who gave food, have all been touched. One might even say that our annual Great Turkey Giveaway is now a holiday tradition for our church. I still do not fully understand the extent of God’s call, but I truly believe I was called to keep giving food to those in need. That persistent thought – “feed my sheep” – is still there. I know that God will always be with me as we live out this calling. Thanks be to God for allowing us to be in His service. Do I love Jesus? Yes, Lord, I do. Then “feed my sheep.” (John 21:17)
Holy God, we do not always understand your ways or the plans you have for us. In this Advent Season help us to listen to your voice that calls us to be like you. Help us always, to see your face in those who are in need, and to offer ourselves where we are able. Amen.
Theresa Sandifer
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